The Psyche · page 31 2 3201This day I have seen him!" said the monk to himself. "202Once I extended a finger to him, and he took my whole hand.203But now," he sighed, "the evil is within me, and it is in yonder man; but it does not bow him down; he goes abroad with head erect, and enjoys his comfort; and I grasped at comfort in the consolations of religion.204If it were nothing but a consolation?205Supposing everything here were, like the world I have quitted, only a beautiful fancy, a delusion like the beauty of the evening clouds, like the misty blue of the distant hills!--when you approach them, they are very different!206O eternity!207Thou actest like the great calm ocean, that beckons us, and fills us with expectation--and when we embark upon thee, we sink, disappear, and cease to be.208Delusion! away with it! begone!"209And tearless, but sunk in bitter reflection, he sat upon his hard couch, and then knelt down--before whom?210Before the stone cross fastened to the wall?211No, it was only habit that made him take this position.212The more deeply he looked into his own heart, the blacker did the darkness seem. "213Nothing within, nothing without--this life squandered and cast away!"214And this thought rolled and grew like a snowball, until it seemed to crush him.215"I can confide my griefs to none.216I may speak to none of the gnawing worm within.217My secret is my prisoner; if I let the captive escape, I shall be his!"218And the godlike power that dwelt within him suffered and strove.219"O Lord, my Lord!" he cried, in his despair, "be merciful and grant me faith.220I threw away the gift thou hadst vouchsafed to me, I left my mission unfulfilled.221I lacked strength, and strength thou didst not give me.222Immortality--the Psyche in my breast--away with it!--it shall be buried like that Psyche, the best gleam of my life; never will it arise out of its grave!"223The Star glowed in the roseate air, the Star that shall surely be extinguished and pass away while the soul still lives on; its trembling beam fell upon the white wall, but it wrote nothing there upon being made perfect in God, nothing of the hope of mercy, of the reliance on the divine love that thrills through the heart of the believer.224"The Psyche within can never die.225Shall it live in consciousness?226Can the incomprehensible happen?227Yes, yes.228My being is incomprehensible.229Thou art unfathomable, O Lord.230Thy whole world is incomprehensible--a wonder-work of power, of glory and of love."231His eyes gleamed, and then closed in death.232The tolling of the church bell was the last sound that echoed above him, above the dead man; and they buried him, covering him with earth that had been brought from Jerusalem, and in which was mingled the dust of many of the pious dead.233When years had gone by his skeleton was dug up, as the skeletons of the monks who had died before him had been; it was clad in a brown frock, a rosary was put into the bony hand, and the form was placed among the ranks of other skeletons in the cloisters of the convent.234And the sun shone without, while within the censers were waved and the Mass was celebrated.235And years rolled by.236The bones fell asunder and became mingled with others.237Skulls were piled up till they formed an outer wall around the church; and there lay also his head in the burning sun, for many dead were there, and no one knew their names, and his name was forgotten also.238And see, something was moving in the sunshine, in the sightless cavernous eyes!239What might that be?240A sparkling lizard moved about in the skull, gliding in and out through the sightless holes.241The lizard now represented all the life left in that head, in which once great thoughts, bright dreams, the love of art and of the glorious, had arisen, whence hot tears had rolled down, where hope and immortality had had their being.242The lizard sprang away and disappeared, and the skull itself crumbled to pieces and became dust among dust.243Centuries passed away.244The bright Star gleamed unaltered, radiant and large, as it had gleamed for thousands of years, and the air glowed red with tints fresh as roses, crimson like blood.245There, where once had stood the narrow lane containing the ruins of the temple, a nunnery was now built.246A grave was being dug in the convent garden for a young nun who had died, and was to be laid in the earth this morning.247The spade struck against a hard substance; it was a stone, that shone dazzling white.248A block of marble soon appeared, a rounded shoulder was laid bare; and now the spade was plied with a more careful hand, and presently a female head was seen, and butterflies' wings.249Out of the grave in which the young nun was to be laid they lifted, in the rosy morning, a wonderful statue of a Psyche carved in white marble.250"How beautiful, how perfect it is!" cried the spectators. "251A relic of the best period of art."252And who could the sculptor have been?253No one knew; no one remembered him, except the bright star that had gleamed for thousands of years.254The star had seen the course of that life on earth, and knew of the man's trials, of his weakness--in fact, that he had been but human.255The man's life had passed away, his dust had been scattered abroad as dust is destined to be; but the result of his noblest striving, the glorious work that gave token of the divine element within him--the Psyche that never dies, that lives beyond posterity--the brightness even of this earthly Psyche remained here after him, and was seen and acknowledged and appreciated.256The bright Morning Star in the roseate air threw its glancing ray downward upon the Psyche, and upon the radiant countenances of the admiring spectators, who here beheld the image of the soul portrayed in marble.257What is earthly will pass away and be forgotten, and the Star in the vast firmament knows it.258What is heavenly will shine brightly through posterity; and when the ages of posterity are past, the Psyche--the soul--will still live on!1 2 3← previousThe Princess and the Peanext →The Puppet-show Man↑ back to Fairy Tales of Hans Christian AndersenThis page in Markdown → https://md.mova.elamur.ai/free/en/corpora/tales/pg27200/151/page/3/